My resume is D-O-N-E. DONE. Now, onto the cover letters...

Clarification On My Freak Out Session

So, here's my problem. I like to plan and be in control of my life. This fact, mixed with my Type A personality, is making me a frustrated wreck. I don't like not knowing what I'm doing and I will just tell you, I don't know. I don't know how to effectively job hunt. I don't know how to make myself feel sane. I don't know how to plan for the next few months. I don't know about anything in my life at this point and it's driving me mad. I want to be in Denver with a job by early January. I'll even take a job in Seattle. I just need to make something happen or I need to learn to let it go and stop stressing. Considering I haven't been able to do that in the 22 years of my existence, I wish myself luck.

Goal for tomorrow: have my resume DONE!
Goal for Friday: have it sent to the people who said they would send it to people they know

Gross.

Today I'm feeling stressed and like I'm on a huge uphill battle to find a job. I thought talking to my former professor who used to do PR would help. Although she did agree it would be a good fit and offered to be a reference for me, she just made the whole thing seem so daunting. I walked out of her office ready to scream/cry/twitch uncontrollably and the feeling just won't go away...

Now off to work, more later.